Questions & Answers – 17

There was a time in my life when everything apparently fell apart. That’s when I found meditation and have been on this path since then, it has helped in ways more than one. I am finally over the incident but still there’s a certain kind of pain which lies still at the surface at all times. There’s no reason for it, but it is there. No matter how hard I try, it rises and subsides like tides. It is something I am aware of at all times along with the calm that has become a part of my nature. It is the duality of it which keeps me occupied and I feel like someone standing at the shore of a sea, observing everything from a distance trying to make sense of everything but unable to do it. I want to get rid of that feeling which I think, I’ve been carrying from so many past lives.